~seandainya..~

Ya – Rabbul Ariffin

Seandainya kau telah taqdirkan dia milikku

tercipta buatku

dekatkanlah hatiku dengan hatinya..

Tetapkanlah kemesraan antara kami,

agar kebahagiaan ini kekal abadi.

Ya Muhaimin

Seiringkanlah kami

mengiringi kehidupan luas ini

ketepian yang sejahtera.

Ya Rabbul Fatihin

seandainya dia telah Kau taqdirkan bukan milikku

bawalah dia jauh dari pandanganku

luput dari ingatanku

dan peliharakanlah aku dari kecewa.

Ya Rabbul Izzati

Berikanlah aku kekuatan,

melontarkan bayangannya kedada langit

hilang bersama senja merah

agar aku bisa bahagia

walaupun tanpa dirinya.

Ya Rabbul Quddus

Gantikanlah yang telah patah

meskipun tidak sama dengan dirinya

biar sekuat mana aku mengasihinya

aku mohon pada Mu Allah

agar melenyapkan perasaan ini

seandainya benar dia ditaqdirkan bukan untukku.

Tetapi seandainya dia telah ditaqdirkan untuk diriku

aku mohon kasih dan sayang Mu

agar memperkuatkan kasih sayangku padanya

selagi mana tidak melebihi kasih sayangku pada Mu.

Ya Rahman Ya Rahim,

Cukuplan Engkau sahaja menjadi pemeliharaku

Didunia dan di akhirat

Dan peliharalah kami dari azab api neraka..

m0od : amin (",)

~my macho man ~

hye u allz..
ari nie i nak kenalkan bkal tunang i..haha
perasan gile minah nie..dush2!!!

ok2..i dh sedar..hehe
siapekah jejaka di atas??
haa..utk pengatahuan u all..
dia la "my macho man"..
kenal x???
msti la smue org kenal kn..hehe
nme die "farid kamil"..
i mmg minat gile kat die..
handsome gitu..*dh mula nak gatal la nie..
hehe..
klo la die pn minat kat i..
bahagianye idup..hehe
upss..lupe plak..i dh ade si dia..hehe

kpd si dia..u jgn jelez ea..
i mmg minat mamat nie dri zaman sekolah lg..
hehe..

mood : xde motif pn entry nie..jz nak gtau kat 1 dunie..i mmg minat giler kat mamat nie..=)

~what should i do?~

love the lyrics..translated korean song
what should i do from you are beutiful drama..

when i let you go one step further,
my eyes overflowed with tears
when you walk one step further,
more tears are falling
as move away to a place
where i can't reach you,
even if i reach out my hand
i can't reach you,i can only cry

CHORUS:

what i should i do?
what should i do ?
you're leaving

what i should i do?
what should i do ?
you are leaving me

i love you,
i love you

i cry out to you
but you can't hear me because
i am only shouting in my heart

all day long i try to forget you,
but i think of you again

all day long i try to say goodbye,
but i think of you again

when you went to a place
where i can't hold you,
even if my hand reaches out to you
i can't see you, i can only cry


what i should i do?
what should i do ?
you're leaving

what i should i do?
what should i do ?
I LOVE YOU ONLY

i love you,
i love you
i cry out to you
but you can't hear me because
i am only shouting in my heart

what i should i do?
what should i do ?
i only have you

what i should i do?
what should i do ?
you're leaving

what i should i do?
what should i do ?
you're leaving

i love you,
i love you

i cry out to you
but you can't hear me because
i am only shouting in my heart

~bila kite minat die..~

hye u all..
ari nie i nak share perasaan ble kite minat kat someone..
actually..cite nie i amik dri fb..
sje nak share kat blog plak..hehe

best kan perasaan bile kite minat kat someone..
n yg paling best ble org 2 pn minat kat kite..
wow!!bunga2 cinta lagi..
mcm dlm ati ade taman..hehe

mesti u all pn penah rse cmnie kan??
kan..kan..x bek tipu tau..hehe


u all akn rse cmnie kan..

1) kte asyk b'harap dia mncul dpan kite..kite dok bce jampi serapah mntak2 kita dapat jmpe dia.haha..

2) Pstu kalo dia lalu sbelah kte,kite mula pura2 xnmpak tapi dalam hati ‘aish…cepat la tego..ak dah jln punya slow ni’..haha..

3) bile dia tego kite,dpan dia mke maintain je..tnye dia cm kwan bese je..pas dia pergi je..peh..kalo ad krusi dpan korg,cnfirm patah sbb korg sepak..hehe..punye la happy pdahal dia just tnye ‘watpe tu’…

4) tapi bile dia xtego kte,mula la..masuk blik mke cam mati laki..mula pkir ‘nape dia xtego ak td..nk kata xnmpak,dh lalu sbelah..ke dia tau ak ske dia,dia xnak lyan ak..ke dia…..or dia…..’.mule la korg pkir ap sebab dia xtgor korg~

5)kalo korg ske kat dia,mle la kwan2 korg jd mngsa..lg2 yg mne rapt ngn korg..tiap2 hari nak cte..brdarah telinga kwan2 korang tu..roommate lagi r..cm orang gila kite brcerita tp kwan2 kite baik..walaupun dah tau jlan cte tu,diorg tetap dengar..*thnx r roommateku n kwan2 yg menahan telinga*..hehehe..i pn cmni gak..=p

6)bila waktu cuti sem,peh~lagi r..dah r xleh tgk mke dia..seb baik ad fb~connecting people..haha..tp ble dia on9,xtau nk tgo pe..so,korg tgk jela..ble skali dua nak tego hai boleh tahan lg..tp kalo tiap2 ari nak tego dulu,kite pun rse segan..so trpksa la tahan hati..

7) apa status dia kat fb,smua nk like..bile status dia sedih,mule kte tnye dia..tp plg sedih kalo status dia pasal orang lain..dan psal hati dia kt pmpuan lain..nk mrah xleh,nk like pon xleh..tgk je la..pstu amek bntal..tutp muke pastu jerit..

8)tp ble dia komen2 dgn kwan2 dia,n dia brsungguh kata yg dia still single,mula r..snyum xnmpk mata..even kte tau mybe dlm hati ad org..tp kte ttp wat xtau..slagi mulut dia xkate sndiri,slagi tu kita ttap anggap dia single..

9)kalo kite nmpak brang2 yg dia ske,kte pun jd ske kat barang tu..dia ske minum air oren brand X,kite pun ske..asal g koop je,nk bli air,amek ape yg dia ske..ble nk ble ice cream pon ingat dia..tp ble kite nk bli asam ttbe tringat dia bese kate ‘makan asam xelok..xyah bli’..trus xjadi nk bli..mak kte punya la payah pujuk kte jgan mkan asam,dia ckp cmtu je trus dgr~tp ble dpan dia,trus g bli asam..saje nk attntion dia..

10)last skali r..korg msti brharap 1hari korg leh confess kt dia..n dtrima..tp untuk mse skrang korg hnye tgk dia dari jauh je*yg dkat tu ok la*..macam kwan2 saya kate ‘g je la cnfess kat dia’..ape diorg ingt ak cnfess ni cm nk bli gula2..sng2 je~kena r ada azam yg kuat,mke tebal baru leh cnfess..

mo0d :

indahnye bile ade perasaan suke + die pn suke kat kite..tp ingat ea kwn2..sblm 2 kite kne ade persaan suka yg amat sgt kat pencipta kite iaitu Allah..renung2kn n selamat beramal..=)
lg 1, nie ade pesanan penting utk u all n diri i..

"kiranya tiada cinta insani utkku, cukuplah cinta Allah sbgai penyuluh hidupku..moga kelak akn ade cinta utkku drpd insan yg mencintai Allah sbgaimana cintaku terhadap-Nya.." amin..

~love cycle~

do u know that LOVE is a CYCLE??
when u love, you get hurt..
when u get hurt, you will hate it..
when u hate it, u try 2 forget it..
when u try 2 forget it, u start missing it..
and when u start missing...
you'll eventually FALL IN LOVE AGAIN!!

~m!sS~

mereka nie la yg i syg!!

ble dah dok jaoh nie la perasaan nie nk rinduuu kat semua org..
rindu kat leteran mak..time2 camni mak mesti bising srh semue org mandi..haha
rindu kat adik yg bnyk songeh..mnta tlg msk la+wat kan kje sek la+tlg ironkn bju la+tmn g kedai la..haha..mmg i tlg tapi kene die kne dngo i bebel la..haha
rindu kat abang iman+dik ya..time2 nie kn mk srh mndi..dorg msti nk mndi sme dgn i..
yela..i pn jd bdk2 klo join dgn 2 org bdk cute ni..hehe
men2 air dlm bilik air sampai la mak bising..hehe
rindu kat katil+kat dapur+kat tv..
rindunyeee kat umah.. ='(

rindu gak kat org yang xde kat umah..
rindu kat bangah yg kuat makan+kuat tdo..hehe
tapi still baik klo i nk mnta tlg..=)
rindu kat dik nor yg tembam+ske lompat3 ble org pegang die..
smpai lenguh kadang2 tangan nie..hehe
rindu kat k.long yg perangai gile2 wlpn dh anak 3..haha
rindu kat abg nizam yg ske wat lawak+bnyk bagi nasihat..
and especially to my father..abd.ghani b.jamaludin..
k.lang miss abah sgt5..
wlpn kte di dunie yg berbeza..
bt i still can fell that u r beside me..
always look at me+pretend me+love me..
miss all of u guys..=)

~my beloved abah~

AL-FATHIHAH UTK EN ABD GHANI JAMALUDIN...

dah lme rsenye aku x tulis blog..n this blog is juzt for me n myself..
tempat nak luahkan segala2 nye..hheee..
skrg ni aku kne create newe life..without my dearest n lovely father ='(
rindu kat abah sgt2 time ni..huhu..
i lost the person who can make my life epy in whatever my mood is..miss him so much!!
oh God, y just U take him from me??? I can't stand without him..miss u so much abah...='(
al-fathihah utk arwah abah tersyang..amin..

abah..
msok hari ni dh 9 bulan + 25 hari abah pergi tggalkan ktorg..
k.lg rindu sgt2 kat abah..
ari2 igt n rindu kat abah..
k.lg x sekuat yg org nmpk sebenarnye..='(
k.lg msih perlukn sgala nasihat + tegurn dri abah....
i really need u this time!!!

abah..
smua kat cni chat..
mak dok dgn adik kat umah..
adik dh x dok hostel...
thn ni dia SPM + amik lesen moto dah..=)
beso dah dia...
mak pn chat je..cme bnyk berkebun..
mk kte xtau nk wt ape..hehehe
anak k.long dh msok 3 org..
fatiha makin tembam + mamat dh sekolah +dik ya mmg kuat cakap..
asyik bebel je..heheh
ari tu bangah bwa gf baru dia dtg umah..
org bagan dato'..tapi mude 2 thn dri k.lg..
thn ni bru 20 thn..kje jd ckgu tadika..=)
bangah xde la gmok sgt cam dulu..
pnt keje kot..almaklumlah..dia dh x sabo nak kawen..hehe
k.lg dh nak msok sem akhir..
smuanye ok..=)
thn dpn k.lg dh strart practical..
abah tlg doakn kejayaan k.lg ea..=)

abah..
time kaseh ats segala2nya..
k.lg bersyukur sgt dpt abah sbgai abah k.lg..=)
k.lg akn sentiasa doakan kebahagiaan abah di alam cna..
ya Allah..
tmptkn lah abah dikalangan org2 yg beriman + Kau kasihi..
ampunkan dosa2 abah..
AL-FATHIHAH UTK EN ABD GHANI JAMALUDIN...

~love~

love..
skrg nie rmai kwn2 i yg xckp ayt cm2..
pnt la b'cinta nie..
kjap gaduh..kjap baik..
bt..its the fact when u r in love..

actually..
love is something that someone should appreciate..
love is all about u and him..
love teach us 2 lean about each others..
and it will take a long time..
so..lets make our love journey more enjoyable..
try harder 2 understand him..
and hope he will done the same things..